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what it do baby boo ?


Given the name Amanina on may 16. Nina is iight. Many can replicate but none can duplicate :P it's still a bit shitty butttt ill redo it soon okay

that good sheeit
* i have to put in music here (: lol wait up


Thursday, September 10, 2009
atuk, i honestly don't know where to begin. i miss you already. dad's so discreet about everything, and next thing i know you're gone. atuk i just want you to know, you might be gone physically, but your spirit lives on <3.

the last time i saw you, you were so frail i was scared looking at you. you seemed so lifeless and tired. at least the battle is over, and im very sure youre in a much better place now. god is omniscient and impartial, god knows you were a good man. you ARE a good man. you belong somewhere up in the heavens with all the blessed ones. this is fate , and im willing to accept it but at least im not the States anymore and had a chance to see you.

atuk we all love you. you really have sacrificed so much and youve put up with ongoing obstacles ever since you were little. dad looks up to you. mostly everything he does, he does it for you and nenek. by the way always know, that i love you. WE LOVE YOU. and nothing is comparable to this love.


atuk i wish you could witness me graduating, getting married, your grand,grand kids. it still hasnt completely hit me yet that youre gone for what seems like forever. ive recited prayers for you every night, but i guess god loves you a lot more than i do.

atuk ill keep praying for you, always.
al-fatihah

may you rest in peace

one last thing, i love you, and i miss you so terribly already
until we meet again

love, nina



ive only had one year and half to spend with you. that's unfair ! )': i treasure each and every moment. god im so cluttered right now.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009
mood: indescribable

"be strong now cause it will get better..it may be stormy now but it cant rain forever"

i think this is my one and only favorite quote. it fits in perfectly with what im going through right now but it still has a hint of optimism in it. of course i came across it on sandy's profile. imy big sis how are you doing with the real world now ?

life is not always smooth sailing. but will there ever be an end to storm ? my life's a dark abyss spiraling downwards HAHAHA im kidding. just a lil laugh right ? (; but on the serious note, why god are so many things happening to me at once ? or maybe it all has been happening but not enough for me to notice because i was too young to understand, or maybe it's just that i was so caught up in my teenage world to realize it ?


dad just got a phone a call. atuk you cant tell who people are now ? dont do that ): that broke daddy's heart. he's been so moody lately. yesterday, he yelled at me. he never yells at me. atuk promise me you'll get better okay ? atuk, i dont care how much money we spend but please, we want you back. dad stay strong okay. i know im not the best daughter but im trying. really i promise ! im so proud of you daddy (: really, you should see how i mention you in front of my friends. youre the best. i look up so much to you, and sometimes im just so amazed at how you do things.


god, please make atuk better. stop making him suffer please.. daddy hang on there okay ? patience is virtue
daddy i love you